Give me the strength (‾ʃƪ‾)

I am not asking you (god) to take this trial away. Instead, I just want you to be there for me and give me the strength, GOD. Whatever that means, that is what I want.

But I admit that it's hard, very HARD. God, I just want to gave up. I'm not too strong to got this sickness ! I just can't see everybody's crying for me !

Sometimes I feel like I can't go on. The pain and the fear are too much for me, and I know that I don't have the strength on my own to get through this.

I know that I can come to you, God, but I know you will hear my prayer. I know that it is not your intent to bring me to this point

I just want you to erase my sadness face from my face, I want you to show my cheers face in front of everyone. I just wanna be healthy like another people~ Please,God, give me the strength that I need to face today & tomorrow.



PRAYER FOR MY GRANDMOTHER
and once again my grandmother was in RS Cipto M , please keep my grandmother safe. I know she is older but, I pray that she will be always together with us. God, don't take her to be with you soon! But, please let her be with us a lot longer. Give her strength God, that she would fight to live and have many more years to come. Let us be able to see her and show and tell her, how much we love her...Please, God! 

GET WELL SOON MY GRANDMOTHER <3

Thank you for hearing my prayer. I beg you god :'(