You're Back Again

You're back again...

you know I was so happy because you are here.

you ask me how I am, how about my college

and you're telling me about your bald hair haha it was funny

oh God, I guess I'm dreaming.

I feel so close to you but I guess I'm too confident:')

in fact i can't get close if your heart not there

but last night, when you come again... I hold it all, I hold my longs.

just because I dont want you to know that I'm still in love with you.

I know I was so happy you're back

but are you here to stay?

Or have you come again to lead my heart astray?

You know I love you though you treat me like this :')

You're back again and I know I'll get hurt.

I realize that you'll leave me again after last night

Well, there is no reason why

Well I keep holding back my tears

'cause you've been watching me for years

and I know you're back but I don't know you'll stay or leave me again

just want you to know i'm here whenever you need me, i'll wait for you

so i'll let you go, i'll set you free

when you find what you need, I hope you'll come back to me :')

take your time i won't go anywhere

i'll be here for you :-)

thankyou for coming last night, it's able to treat my longs.

I wish you will come and come again. but that's just my simple wish, although I guess this doesnt mean anything for you :-)

Women Behind A Desk♥

This year is very precious to me, I will leave my dreams when i was kid, you know when i was young *omg how old am I? haha* I dream about I'm in television, become a presenter, or I wanna be a dentistry.
but now? the real life is I'm study in a School of Business and Management, Telkom University'13

IM Telkom

and I may say the pressure is really high.
I am a second daughter in my family, between my lovely sisters
My family is a very very common family, my mom as a teacher, and my father as an civil official at education office.
so what? I have no blood in business!!
management? bussiness?finance?OH MY GOD big decision!
For me as newcomer in a bussiness and management, it's hard for sure!
if you know, I was studied Science in my senior high school haha no background at all in a bussiness
Of course it's a pressure for me, but how can I survive with complains?

but I think that this is a GOD PLAN for changing my life,
If I complain now, how can I survive after this school?
May God bless my life :)
However, I believe I can run my business in the future
You are want you believe, and for me, business is my choice, same like a dream husband, it's a CHOICE!

and now I'm began love about all of this
i think this is not bad, i dream about i'm sit in the chair, signed paper, have an own room and managing money.

my plan is be a Career Women! Be a finance manager or Business consultant♥
and in the future I'll call my self as a women behind a desk with a much money around me!

A Women behind a desk

plan, plan, plan, yes that's just a plan
and a human can plan but God decides
and I hope I can be successful to be a women's manager
Amen

So my points are...
Stop complaining, be thankful of what we have
Stop being negative, be positive, yes we can!
I was watching Obama, and you know? he said "Stop being drama queen, because we have short life" :)

Hijab is my identity♥

Using Hijab is not a choice, it's a MUST!  you have to believe that's to be near to God ♥

 "Dunia ini adalah perhiasan, dan sebaik-baiknya perhiasan adalah wanita shalihah - HR. Muslim"

" Menutup aurat itu kewajiban. Dengan berhijab, kita telah menggugurkan dosa kewajiban menutup aurat :)"

 "Berjilbab belum tentu baik imannya. Tapi wanita yang baik imannya sudah pasti berjilbab☺"

 "Wanita yg menutup aurat itu blm tentu dijamin surga tapi setidaknya sudah berusaha u/ menjadi ahli surga☺"

Berhijab tak bisa digantikan oleh akhlaq santun dan amal shalih, karena hijab tanda ketaatan kepada Allah & Rasul-Nya:)

Kalo berhijab itu wajib, kenapa masih dibuka tutup kaya pintu pager☹

Belum berhijab, nunggu apa? nunggu siap? Umur ga ada yang tau. Berhijab gak tunggu siap. Tapi ini kewajiban, maka laksanakan segera :) lupakan kamu di masa lalu, bukan berarti kamu tidak berhak menjadi Muslimah. Yu sama-sama belajar jadi yang lebih baik!

Be confident, keep smiling, and be you! 'Cause you are beautiful♥

this is my hijab, where yours? :)

Clearly, I Miss You

      At the time you send me a Direct Messages, yes I’m so glad you come back. At the time you also ask me “how are you?”, and we have some conversation. You give me your new phone number, I’m so happy.

      But my phone was lost with your number and other. And I’m checking in twitter again, the Direct messages from you was lost....

“I am waiting as the time goes by...”

But now, I don't know, I don't know what I’m waiting.

Before you close all your account, whether it’s twitter, or another account you have.

I never know how’s your life? What are you doing? I lost all about you.

I never disturbing you.I kept my distance so you would be free!!

And why? Why you do that? Why you close all your account?

I often think about where I went wrong???

But its okay, I do not care you have the same way or not, but clearly now I miss you.

I often think, When was the last time you thought of me?

or have you completely erased me from your memory?

I was scared and tired, but I’ll wait for it.

I'll be waiting for you when you're ready to love me again,

I'm the one who'll stay

I'll be somebody different,

I'll be better to you,

Just please see, I am waiting behind…

I just want to let you remind, You are the only color in my life…

Please don’t be so hard…

Oh God…! Please make him understand me..

What has been going with me….

I just wanna show my feeling..

Wanna let you feel my feeling….at least once!

Please come back….

So, when will I see you again?